It’s Zenuari 2018!

I’m not a fan of “new year, new me” thingy, but in this very 2018, I feel like I need to start planning for my future seriously. My life was intentionally a mess. I always have goals, I do, but right now, I know I need to make everything very specific, and make deadlines for every goals I have without rushing it. Rushing things will be something I pull aside, because I plan to be a zen monk this year. Lol jk but yes, I plan to do things zen way like I did few years ago. (Including a little more drawing as a therapy to find peace.) It won’t hurt to start doing it again, right. I wrote these highlights about zen way of life in 2014 or so and I’m just gonna share it here, just because. So yeah, have a great 2018, fellas!

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Zen. (the words are from tumblr I guess, didn’t write the credit sorry)
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Happiness.

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My work in 2015 called “Peace”.

A lot of things changed in the last two months. I left my job and also some other important parts of my life to find another side of me, but what I found is, another side of life. If you ask me, am I happy now? I don’t know. Maybe I am, or maybe not really.

I’ve always thought that I need to be happy. That was forever my life plan, actually. I always seek for happiness, I get it from the excitement of new things, new people, new places, new experience. But then, I realize that being “at peace” is far more valuable. “Peace” isn’t something you seek. I can buy a pair of shoes to feel happy, even though it’s just pseudo-happiness. Ha. But being at peace is different, it ain’t something you can buy with money, or something that can be planned.

So, if you ask me, am I happy now? I will still answer: I don’t know. Maybe the question ain’t relevant no more. All I want now is to be constantly at peace.

So… I made a wordpress blog.

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Welcoming myself on wordpress lol.

Hello! So yeah this is my first post (beside the ‘hello world’ thingy). I suck at writing but suckin’ at something is the first step of being sorta good at something, they say. I don’t know what people usually write on their blogs so I’m kinda lost about what I should write and what theme I should choose, so I hope it’s okay to just make a quick drawing as a start! Anyway my name’s Aida, and I hope I’ll do good with this blog✌️